ok well im very very drunk and i have jus broke up wit my b.f well a break but i know i feel ok and im gonna jus have fun for the nxt few days and find me no one else but ME ivehad enough of being a shoulder to cry on
doin nuttin again but glad dn is back there is no point going onto the internet without it really , happy b day larn !!! results tomoro i am now very scared dunno what to think im comming in out in like red blisters i think is seriioses (got it but dunno how to spell it) by the end of today i will look like a lepa i think
feel better today work was bloody hard like , but feelin alot calmer and free of any trail of thought which is always nice , jus started think thou what im gonna do nxt yr if i fail my as levels .....
today was ok , i hate sundays it just last soo long . work was crap trying to entertain 13 old women jus isnt my thing but i try. ive decided today that i hate ppl , everyone why is life so judgemental why cant everyone jus think \'fuck it ? who cares\' but the point is everyone does u cant do nuttin today like without being judged or questioned what a load of bull shit, and me ranting jus isnt gonna solve anything , i hate this town so small minded ppl no one is thier self everyone jus has to go ...