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Had a boring couple of days off! desperate for some excitement! trying to find stuff to do on my days off is more hard work than actually doing stuff!

Tash has gone off for a long weekend with her boyfriend leaving just me and dom in work! bored off my face!!!

No practice for 2weeks as ben is living it up in spain or sumwhere like that! lucky sod! But have found that babyshambles are playing the uni should be good catching up with her again and getting all the goss ...

Ok had a wicked night Daves Bithday...well ok i wouldnt say wicked but it was fun! Mendes came over and from that point we wrecked the world! was cool seeing Sam and Aid, who i used to go to skool with, ended talking bout all old mates and shit and even brought up Jess!

hehe god she was sooo good, good mate as well before she went to the college.She was one of the only people in school who was into very similar music and we used to get on well esp in art!!! mmmmmmmm neway...wonder ...

Had a good couple of days, up until last night.

Had a good band practice, got ideas for 4 new songs, ones almost done, just trying to get ideas for an awesome chorus, getting the old ideas back, jd and coke really helps jogging the old creative chords.

Should have a few gigs with Defenestration coming up, god gens lovely! shes a bit illy at the mo, but shell get over it! Someones away in Egypt at the minute so dim text for tim, thank god, keeps the thought away...well ...

Well yesterday was a shit day so me and Tash went out after work for a bit of pool playing and drinking jd and coke! mmmmmm always makes things better, well drinking, pool and a chat always seem to. Cant belive shes leaving to move to funking swansea! grrrr gotta find me a new job then, a fun one, i miss working in the surf shop...*sigh*

Well for a whole night i forgot everything going on around me! havent had a text and havent sent any! im doing sooooo good! oh yeh gotta remember ...

Well its another day, another feeling of comlete and utter emptiness, a feeling that doesnt seem to want to go away recentley. It feels like theres something missing from me completley and i dont know what it is..if it was a leg im sure id know if it wasnt there but its this feeling, which wont die, and now its starting to hurt! Its sorta like the worlds spinning and everyones moving faster all around me where im just stuck here waiting for the one thing or someone to get me outta this! I think ...