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Hiya, i lots happened since the journals were last up. Still with me bitch, 14months now plus ive been to Austrailia and Singapore with the joshua foundation. Met Toady and Harold from neighbores. Twas an alright trip. Doing me A-levels now, Biology, English and geography plus a level two course in collage for sign language, i passed me level one you see. Im goin to mexico on the 10th of october for two weeks so that should be fun but the great thing im back for halloween!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...

The feeling deepens as i look into your eyes, the mutal hate towards the world and ourselves, The gentle caress of the darkness on your skin as we watch the soil crumble and vanish......

For all the loathing in the land, all the sorrow and hurt. Darkness will come to cleanse the land and to destroy our hearts

Its later on that same day and darkness begins to envelope the world around me, and my heart....... the speck of light coming from the corner of the room is barely enough to cast shadows on my gloom. The slight gleam on the window from reflected dusk, as slowly it turns my soul to dust

I thought i was over this but here i am at 3am (spare me from the cliche) Theres a strange programme on tv, the intro is slightly unnerving but i belive its one of those idiotic "Ghost" programmes. Theres an advert about parents and the internet on now.... i fucking hate that advert, it basically tells my mother to nose even more and to ask who im talking to even though i know she wont know them and then she asks like she fucking knows who they are!!!!

May try and find ...

The jornal is back and i shall update mine. Since last time Im still with my boyfirend dozz, almost 10months now, Im on the Funeral for A friend Dvd which is kewl, Doing As levels which is ok. Still addicted to diet coke, still eating way too much sugar, still on the verge of being an alcoholic.

Been on a course all week for biology which was alright, tutor was a laugh. Monday, went to pooh bears house for a bit coz he had a free house. On Tuesday, i went out for rachels birthday ...