so after a massive argument it looks like me and J are split up. i hurt him. he pushed me away. i hurt him even more out of spite. the end. its over. im gonna get so drunk this weekend its unbelievable.
Blah ... Well keepin nice n busy is always good, so that\'s what i have been doing, i prefer it. I spend too much tiem in my own head otherwise. Shoppio today, bought a tie..hmm..in Primark. Bought a new bar for teh luggyhole and a lil cute skirt in h and m..it\'s short though..shock horror! I\'m not sure if i\'m just sick of being ina bad mood but i seem to be feeling better, could be the distraction, could be the new recognition of teh fact that people ...
had a good day , good drving lesson went to cardiff allfun. now im freezing
Well i just went swimming to start fighting my way to fitness, the dumbass that i am i turned up 2 ladies swiming lessons i was embarrased that i cud swim neways i had fun and conqured my fear of deep water huragh had my hair done today since the sun on holiday turned me into a super blonde i decided to go back brown and now my hair is looking kinda black im not happy about that xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
my first week back to college has been amazing! im so happy to be back and performing again, i missed it so much! i feel so at home on stage! things are so much better! work has already began for our next production which will be rent and looks as if i may have solo\'s! awesome! i think ive improved greatly altho i wished id trained over summer as im paying for it now in pain! i had street jazz lessons mon and im in so much pain its unbelievable, my legs ache, my arms ache, my back aches! nevamind ...