i am bored so starting this journal thingy. Just gonna write random rubbish which no will will read so,.... here goes.................... I woke up, went to work, abbused some customers, came home, ate then slept only to repeat this seqeunce the next day and the day after.......so well yeah u get my point.....
So I was thinking about dead people today. Like,all the dead people I once knew and stuff. And I was thinking about conversations we had. And it made me wonder what I\'d say to them if I had another chance to talk to them? If I had another chance to apologise etc? Or if I had another chance to tell them the things that I *wanted* to tell them, but never got around to it. I wish I could talk to dead people. Meh, it just made me wonder s\'all. ...
Another day at the office..lol i mean shop, yey for overtime it gives me something to do Bit of a non descript day really other than i really have been doing alot of thinking..a lot I\'m so tired of looking for a job i really fera i have to get another office job just for now, i can not go on having no money it really can\'t be done Having said that i started panicking about all my loans n that tonight so decided i needed to concentrate on finding a way ...
a pleasant day, a nice walk to town looking for a job, didnt find anything but i\'ll keep looking. went to the cinema tonite and saw the ladykillers, a good film laughed a lot, and found the black cae lol bear will understand. no alcohol today no alcohol for a while i think,its making me ill so giving it up positive thoughts again sorry to everyone for last night been on my mind a lot today, esp to one person in particular who i never meant anything ...
Monday ......... Well started with work, today i found out my sister spread a rumour around pirellis i fancyed one of the warehouse staff\'s tina, like dun get me wrong id do her but i dun fancy her so that was very funny and embarssing as i got sent to do a few things in the warehouse and they was all taken the piss! Then later on today i found a girl tha iv been on and off with more times than a light switch went to shag one of my mates, and to my disgust they organised it on the ...