OrangeJuice's Blog

Well my hormones have been raging these past few days, it\'s been like an emotional rollercoaster. Head is still a mess, so much going through it, loads of \"what if\'s??\", regrets, happy thoughts, sad thoughts... the list goes on...

Keep hearing sad songs too which doesn\'t help, lol. Makes me think of things too much.

I\'m feeling a lot happier this morning thou, if that\'s possible. Saw my friend last night who\'s off to Sri Lanka today for a ...

Feeling kinda mixed up. So much going on in my head at the moment and I don\'t know what to do no more... I\'ve made so many mistakes and I just don\'t know how to put things right. I feel scared...

I\'m suffering from the worst case of PMT ever (I\'ve had it since Monday) and I\'m taking it out on all my friends and my family which I shouldn\'t really do , and I do feel really bad about it... these are my problems and I shouldn\'t let them get the better of me, but my problems are ...

\"Won\'t be Saved\" from the Album \"Meltdown\" by Ash.



Loving the whole album at the moment.

How I want and need to see Ash live!

Don\'t really know what to say, feeling pretty shite this morning... one day it\'ll all come out.... it\'s building up...

Working 4-6 (graveyard shift again) wonder how busy we\'ll be... hope the shop ain\'t a mess....

Don\'t know what I\'m doing tonight. See how I\'m feeling.... aah the delights of Abersquare.....

Sorry about the little rant earlier. I\'m not gonna complain again...

Forgot to tell you all that\'s been happening in the little life of OJ...

Worked again in the shop yesterday, I seem to live there at the moment, but it was only for 2 hours so it\'s not all that bad. Went to Spoons with the girls for a few drinks and a bite to eat, I also seem to live there too and even the staff are commenting on how often we go there. I\'ll be serving myself next. lol. Saw a few ...