OrangeJuice's Blog

Gutting, mam ain\'t coming home until she stops bringing up all this blood so she isn\'t home for the weekend. Best to keep her in though to make sure all is ok. I\'m happy she\'s in the best place but I\'m not going to see her for ages which is crap.

Feeling even more shitty than earlier, why does everything come at once? God like, things look a bit better then *bump* all in the air again....



Salt in my wound....

Feeling rough, haven\'t gone to the hospital today as I don\'t want Mam to catch what I\'ve got. My head is pounding and I\'m aching like hell, don\'t know how many of these tablets I should be taking :S Hope Mam will be home soon...

Got to update my songs journal entry, thought of a load more so I\'ve been writing them down as I\'m thinking of them... sad but it\'s something for me to do to take my mind off things.

I missed aerobics last night and pigged out on pizza ...

Why are there so many good songs?

Natasha Bedingfield - These words (says all I wanna say)
Maroon 5 - She will be loved/This Love
Britney - Everytime (yes, there\'s something about it that makes it good)
Ash - Starcrossed/Won\'t be Saved
The Rasmus - Back in the Picture (If I\'m feeling down I play this)
Keane - Everybody\'s Changing
The Streets - Dry Your Eyes (I\'ve called it rotten I know but I still sing along)
Razorlight - Golden ...

Went to Aerobics last night, more intense than Thursday\'s session - I am aching so much now, OMG bums section bluddy wrecked me. Going to make this a regular thing - get my blood pumping. I am so unfit it\'s disgusting. Really did sweat like a bitch, but it felt good!

Giving up drinking shitloads too, it\'s been rediculous the amount I\'ve been drinking lately, mixing them too which isn\'t a good idea. Moderation being the key word now & sticking to lager coz I drink less ...

Why is it that every time I listen to the radio they play songs that actually mean something to you. For instance, consecutively on Radio 1 today they played \"So much for my happy ending\", \"Dry Your Eyes\" and \"I believe in a thing called love\" - why why WHY?!

Went to see Stepford Wives last night in Nantgarw, it was pretty funny in places but it had no real plot - guess the meaning was to be happy with what you\'ve got - ...