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ok so its been like over a month since i last posted. so whats new with me? nothing really....getting to the end of college now so busy rehearsing for my final show and then its off to london! scared am i? shitting myself actually, hmmm excited to tho. oh...i found myself the best bf in the world, i love him to bits, he's the nicest guy in the world and i wudn let him go for all the tea in china! hehe ummm thats about it really. boring i know but im only writing this cos im bored anyway. im outty! ...

so the journals r bk! bout fucking time2! so there's nothing new going on in my life really, im still the sam old me, doing the same old things, still enjoying doing the same old things, trying take life as it comes, live each day as it is. kinda trying not 2 worry bout the future, or the present for that matter..hmmm..anyways so im moving 2 london august time, got in2 lodon metropolitan uni to study performing arts! yea so its not 1 of the performing arts schools i wanted to go 2 but its a gd uni ...

Just got back from college..ballet 1 til 2, rehearsals 2 til 4.30 and then street jazz 6 til 7.30. im fucking wrecked! had a bad day 2day, 2day seemed 2 b one of them days when my brain just cudn take anything in! my brain wudn allow me 2 take in the choreography and my shows next week! im fucked!!! shall just have 2 work my ass off for the nex week! as if im not stressed enough! im startin 2 freak out big time about uni and performing arts school hmmm dun wanna think bout that now!
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man....how steamed am i? after a long debate on where 2 go 2nite me, el and gem decided 2 go 2 rms..wot a bad decision that was! there was no1 there! howeva im steaming its taken me bout half hour 2 rite this message cos im making so many mistakes! have 2 rewrite everything! bein with my girls is awesome! i 4get all the STUPID things that have bothered me this week (ive been super touchy) like BOYS! , weight, fitness, college, uni, performing arts school, man if i combine them all it = 1 huge prob! ...

man i hate being ill! sucks! sucks big fat cock! had half day 2day so came home and snuggled up in bed with my hot water bottle mmmmmmmmmm
and i fucked my throat up big time yesterday during rehearsals.......rehearsed my duet for show and din warm up enough so my voice has just caved in on me! i need 2 learn 2 take care of my self more, i always seem 2 b ill! work now! fuckers!
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