HA HA fuckin HA, ijust when things start go get back on track it starts to spiral out of control again....what is the damn point in trying anymore..wouldnt it be so good if you could just scrunch up the paper that your life was written on and start again, just make out like it was a bad storyline, or a mistake or something... its horrible when the person you want to speak to the most isnt around, its funny, they seem to be around when you havent got something important ...
Isn\'t it stupid when you know you really need to walk away but you never do...and its so funny how it seems to hurt whatever you decide. today has been shite, nothing but grief. All i want to do is be able to tell people what i really feel, what i really want, but it just seems so hard.
*sigh* feeling a little lonely tonight, been miserable since work... note to self - hate work!