TimJinxed's Blog

Its starting to get me really down, this writers block, the only time i can write something with any meaning or feeling is when im reallly depressed! take stranger! or lost for words! written during the worst time of my life! and there amazing!!!! now i cant write for anything or anyone, the one thought that can give me an inspiration, isnt here, isnt given me anymore reason to hate the way i feel!!!

omg ! just dont understand it! I cant write just for writing! the words have to flow as though its the voice inside, telling you what to sing, telling you how to feel and how to get that message across. Maybe its just me! ah well just cant wait for september to come along!! then the fun should in theory start.

Y is depression the only way that i feel right? i mean when im happy im sooo happy and it feels wrong!!! depression is the happy medium for me! and i dont know how to get back there!

*Sigh*